First off I'd like to say thank you to everybody that has sent me emails about the last couple of posts. The support and love shown does mean a lot. Secondly, I'd like to clear something up. Some of you emailed me stating that I was just being stubborn and I needed the pills and there was nothing wrong with that and that I was pushing the stereotypical view of pills.Yeah. Ya'll can kindly fuck off with that. I did not say that at all. I know several people that meds work for and have made their lives 100x better. That's awesome. What I said was that I was not ready to go on them and that if I got to the point that I couldn't manage myself anymore then I would take them. They are a last resort for me because my family has a history of not doing well with meds like this. Each person is different but there is a precedent so if I can take care of myself without them, then I will. So far so good.
Now, on to new things.
What's new you ask? Well, first of all my last living great grandparents passed away. While I care because she was family, I also am not touched by it at all. I met her twice and she was very unpleasant both times and has treated my side of the family like shit for years. The funeral is about 8 hours away. I planned on going but my grandmother decided to inform me she didn't want me going. Yep. This? Is why I stick with my family of choice. Both sides of my family pull a lot of BS and quite honestly... who has the time for that? Not I. So, my father is going by himself. I am staying home and getting some stuff in the gardens done and possibly going to see Kay for a while on Saturday. I'm much happier with this option anyhow.
My friend Aaron that I've known since grade one got himself arrested the other day. I love him dearly but sometimes... I just want to clock him one. He's been pretty quiet since it happened though. I think it shook him pretty hard.
Right now I'm sitting out on the deck with a glass of water and fresh mint from the garden. It's been raining like crazy for the last couple of weeks so everything is sprouting and growing. Makes my inner pagan dance with joys.And now? I'm off to make breakfast...fruit and something protein filled a think. *sage nod*