Well, first bump in the new road with Cael is out of the way.
I had been talking with Kaya, and Sephi on facebook and was being a smart ass. So just to double check I asked Cael if he had a facebook account, so I wouldn't be mowed down. Well, we never got to that. All it did was dig shit up that has no answers from before his surgery. I got hurt and angry, he got worried and upset. Now I just feel like shit and want a hug.
I don't like getting hurt, and I don't like upsetting him even more.