....brought to you by the letters W, T, and F.
It's three in the morning and I cannot sleep. Why? Because I keep thinking about this guy I met. Which for me is quite odd considering I've met him twice and barely talked to him. Thus I have no gauge for his personality and that's usually very important. But, he's hot. Very, very hot. Dark hair, these gorgeous, piercing blue eyes that just suck you in, thick build, and tall. I loves me tall boys. I have never dated a guy under 6'1'' ... I don't know why, but that's the way it is. Tall attracts me. Thick body attracts me... He has both. He also has a girlfriend... a ditzy, cuntish (and not the good kind, the "she fucks him around kind") one but one nonetheless.
I've been laying here trying to think of a way to plays with him at the wedding. I've come up with nothing. Chances are he'll have dumped the girl by then but...by looking at his current gf.. I don't think I'm his type. At least physically. That however is not stopping the "I wantsta has a play!" thought process I have going on. This was worsened when he made a comment the other night about how he likes rough sex. My eyes widened, my pulse sped... and honestly, my chest swelled a little bit. I sat there thinking "Don't say anything, don't say anything, don't say anything!" Too many family members around... damn it.
I spent the whole night trying to focus on something else, talk to other people. Everytime there was a lull in conversation my eyes wandered until they found him. ...22, tall, totally sexable and kink vulnerable *jaw begins to vibrate* "Jashashasha" Words fail. Thing is... he's thick enough that you could sink your teeth into his flesh and it would be soooooo good. I wonder about his teeth... I hope they're sharp. Bruises are craved.
It's one of those moments where I am forced to look down at my crotch and go "No! We know almost nothing about this boy! He could be a moron! Hot is not enough!" ..and then you hear in the faint distance "...but it is." Now you guys are hearing my vagina talk too, it's no longer just me. Welcome to the circle...
...If you can think of any way for me to welcome this guy to the circle too let me know *nods*